Story for the Day: Lady Anaruyd's Legacy
Look to the garden.
Another fit of coughing ensued, the physician marked the seconds on his
watch, holding the face up to the light with one hand while holding his patient’s
wrist with the other. She spluttered and flailed, the violent motion of the dry
heaves overpowering her. Twenty, twenty-two, twenty-four, the physician’s
lips sibilated. The coughing continued, increasing in severity as the fit went
on. Forty, forty-two, forty-four… his eye on his watch, his patient in
his peripheral view, and Warryn sitting in the corner behind him, remarking the
sun spill over her mother’s face, the pallid features, the cruenated lips, the
sanguined and serous eyes of putrid infection. She seemed bewildered and frantic
once the coughing died away, leaving behind it a strained respiration, the
punctured rasp of decay. Physician continued counting, her breathing quickened,
but her pulse began fading under his grasp. Panic overspread Lady Anaruyd’s
face, her limbs began shaking, her lips shuddering with a sudden chill.
“She is hemorrhaging,”
the physician announced. “Take the girl out.”
The nurses flocked
into the room, to help the physician administer the sedative and hold his
patient down, and the maids moved toward Warryn, her nursemaid holding her back
whilst the others obscured her view.
“Come, child,” her
maid pleaded, “it’s no use your being here.”
She moved to carry
Warryn away, but through the bustle and confusion, a hand shot out, a cry came from
the bed, in a voice that was no voice at all, “My daughter… my daughter…” and
Warryn, hearing the empty remains of her mother’s dulcet accent, lunged forward,
reaching for her hand through the wend and weave of nurses, her hair screening
her view, her vision blurred from crying. Her fingers almost touched her mother’s,
when her arm was pulled back and her hand was drawn away.
“Don’t touch it,
child!” one of the nurses scolded her. “It’s infectious!”
Warryn loved to be
in her mother’s arms. Her mind called back her thoughts of their daily reading together,
of their visits to the garden, of their taking tea together. Long had it been since
Warryn sat beside her mother, their sides touching, her mother’s smiles raining
down upon her with a radiant glow. The flourish of full health had long passed
away, the warmth of her mother’s touch was wanting, there were no tea and books
now; there was only the momentary relief that sedatives supplied.
The physician
placed the syringe aside and held his patient down, waiting for the exhale of
ease, but Lady Anaruyd was suddenly still, her head turned and eyes fixed on
her daughter, whom she saw with red eyes, her cheeks crimsoned and stained with
tears, her gown with hems sullied and torn, her arms pushing against the maid,
struggling to reach out to her.
“Warryn…” said
she, in a voice just articulate.
The bustle of the
room ceased. Nurses parted, the maid stepped aside, and the physician spied
Warryn from the corner of his eye, his watch in his pocket, his patient
politeness at hand to comfort a child that would very soon have to succumb to
the agony of grief and loss. Warryn came forward, her hands gripping her gown
to keep her from reaching for her mother, and saw with horror her mother’s
macilent chest, her features sunken and serene, her withered aspect conscious
of her daughter’s dismay.
Warryn leaned as
close as the physician and nurses would allow and listened as her mother tried
to speak. The sun’s rays pervaded the room, pooling over the bed in a sickly
brume, a hand lifted and finger pointed feebly to the window.
“Look, my child,
to the garden…” said Lady Anaruyd, with pained features, her voice straining.
Her hand slowly fell to the bed, Warryn reached out to her it as it descended,
but the maid held her back, the discolouration of disease spread across her
fingertips. Her head titled to the side, and the last tears of life scaled her
cheek, her eyes clouded, all colour and clarity fading. Look to the garden…
her consciousness repeated, her expression communicating what her voice could no
longer covey. She inhaled, trying one last time to speak, but no sound
returned; there was only an empty breath, the rale of failing lungs, the billow
of a body desiccated and dying. Life had injured her, comfort was coming, and
though she admitted to being given the gift of a good life, leaving a daughter
so beloved to succeed her wounded her heart, an grievance that would persist
beyond the confines of the mortal sithe. Look to the garden… the intimation of a smile passed her lips, her
chest rose and fell, sinking into itself, and she lay unmoving, her mouth still
and semihiant, her eyes spiritless and open.
Warryn
called to her, desperately hoping for some proof of life, but the morbulent
frame was proof enough. A pang struck her: her mother was gone, her mind
trying to refute what she knew at her heart. The physician reached down and searched
for a pulse, he felt and let the arm wilt against the bed, and he turned to
Warryn with a sorrowful look. Look to the garden… the physician nodded,
and the wails began: Lady Anaruyd, matron of the master’s house, had passed,
and the exclamations of her being now at peace went around the bed. Preparations
were talked of, how they were to tell the master of his wife’s death, how they
were going to convey it to the children—but Warryn was still in the room, her
hands still reaching out to the lifeless frame of a mother who had loved her,
her heart aching with the wretchedness of loss. Her knees gave way, sinking
down in dejection—the maid caught her and supported her, but she need not have
held her long. Warryn was out of the room in a moment, running down the
corridor and into the adjoining hall, her screams of agony lost the flow of
tears.
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